Sex-Crazed-Beast

Ah. I am well.

So now I log onto DA nearly every day. I collect images, and categorize them. Sexy images.
But I have found that I really like body art. It's sexy and purty. And I want to do some body art. I want to use body paints, and then learn how to make and do Henna tattooing.

I watch Doctor Who nearly every evening with Noelani. The 9th Doctor. He's cute. Chris Eccleston.
We are about to be finished with his episodes, then we move on to the great and equally cute David Tennant.
Not that I have a crush on them. It's just their characters are cute The Doctor is a charming man.

I've been playing Oblivion and stuff. Playing some NES games that I have, and that I recently acquired. Castlevania is fun. Then some Zelda I and II. I have yet to try Ikari Warriors.

Listening to music a lot. Digging out old albums. More "girl" music is coming back to me, like The Cranberries, Portishead, Mineral, and then just music like Depeche Mode, the Cure, the Glove, and things like that.
Noelani listens to Radiohead all the time. And in Life On Mars, we both fancy the old British soundtrack, especially that song "Alone Again, Naturally".

I've been shredding it up for the past few days. Playing guitar well. For once. I can't believe it. I actually like playing it now
I hope I don't lose interest again and not play for a while, because it doesn't feel as awesome after a couple days.

So now, I go back to life. Hanging out with my furry friend Noelani <3

Ah, yes. The journal entry.
It's been another long while.
I came back to be aroused and astonished by submissions. No pun inten... Pun sort of intended

But here I am, checking FB messages, checking my school email, and logging in my texts onto a Microsoft Works document so that I can have space for more.

I wish I had more time for my personal things. More time in a day. More time to be me, more time to help people, more time for my various projects strewn about the space that is life.

I found some interesting stuff and favorited it. So I can come back and look at it later. I like collecting stuff and having it stored away for me in the future to surprise myself with. I remember some of it, but it's like a half-surprise when I return after a long outing.

I must go back to other things, now. I will be back sometime.

Anyone who wants to be friends with me, I am nice and will be a good friend.

For now, I'm out.

Hello. I have returned.

Now I actually have a purpose on here.
Before, I was just on here, secretly, because I didn't want my secret sex-crazed life. Actually, I'm a person just like everyone else, but I'm a double Scorpio with that Libra ascendant. I'm super sexy, but I do like porn sometimes. Sometimes just to jack, but also because sometimes, I see something really beautiful. Naturally, being such a sexual person, I find the human body to be beautiful.

So skip ahead many many years, to where I am. That was as far back as I can remember getting a boner (5 yrs old, maybe? )

Recently, one might have seen me favorite a bunch of bondage and BDSM pictures. This is due to my fweaky fwend. Her own desire for sex that involves bondage and BDSM, and above all fiery intensity and a little pain here and there, turned me on to the idea of it. Before I just thought it was something funny to laugh at, and wholly impossible for me to like. But I'm bisexual, so even after being more open to two genders instead of one, and as a result of experimentation over the years since I was 5, and by virtue of being Super Scorpio, I keep evolving into a more versatile being as time goes on, in many aspects of my life, but also in sexual ways.

So that is the explanation. I have my own specific tastes, of course. You should know that already. But now, I can be a more versatile lover and hopefully enjoy a wider variety of types of sex. I was already on my way, but it's cool to me to like this now. It opens up just another option for me to pursue.

And it's an art. I really do appreciate that part of it. It's beautiful. It's something a deep dark Scorpio Goth-boy like me with my airy Libra ascendant can enjoy. It's both visually arousing, dark, intense, intimate (a lot of trust involved), and kinky in a way that lets me express my Scorpio desires in a strong way.

So here's to this whole genre of sex. And here's to my friend. I will not name here, but you can find her here: anicopo.deviantart.com/

I'm listening to the Stranglers' "Golden Brown". I just wrote a poem. It was SEXY! Oh, yeah, like Donald Duck!

Yeah, about that much...

Unf! Sorry, just humping something...

I don't know what to write. I'm just trying to find some cool art...

I want to stay completely hidden for some reason. I don't want anyone to know who/what/where I am.

For some reason, I feel like someone who could really fuck up my life is watching me...

and waiting for me to slip up... What the hell have I ever done wrong, though? I've never done anything wrong that deserves any horrible punishment...

But god, it feels so horrible. I don't think that anything bad's going to happen to me, but I feel like some controlling asshole is gonna try to fuck with me about something that I did that they don't like...